Sunday, May 9, 2010

Mother's Day

It is so hard to be happy with Brooklyn and still grieve for Parker and Gavin. I still miss them with everything in me, and would give anything to have them in my arms again. But because they grew wings and went to heaven, Brooklyn is now safe in our arms. We love her with all our hearts, and would not trade her for the world. How do you handle this? I just have to remind myself that they are still very much a part of our lives, and are always looking down on us. I know they played a part in bringing Brooklyn to us. I have so many mixed emotions.


  1. That is all we can do, is remember our boys and never forget. We are having another boy in September and I know it is going to be so hard yet such a beautiful thing to bring another boy into the world.

    Sending you big *hugs*

  2. It is a strange dichotomy that Mother's Day seems to throw in our faces. The well meaning strangers who beam at the new baby and say "oh, is this your first?"....Much love to you.